to her crying on the other end about how she is sitting home PMSing and wanting so badly a family. Each year this season comes at her like a fast ball...struggling between what is on the rightside of her, spiritual identity, and the time passing as she awaits to have a full unit family.
She says she finds this pattern each year, at least in the past couple and always on her knees asking for it. She wonders if she stops asking for it, maybe it would come. Its not like she doesn't have offers on the table, but those two local offers are: one married and seeking extra martial affair, plus a child. the other is older than she wants and verifiable iritating.
I listen and I tell her..don't give up on her wish, keep asking for it.
